The multiple year relationship John Mellencamp had with actress Meg Ryan hit the wall a couple of years back. Speaking with Howard Stern, said an attempt to get back together did not go well and that the two haven't had contact since. Mellencamp seems willing to accept a good deal of the blame. During hhis visit with Stern and Robin Quivers on their SiriusXM show, John said, 'She just doesn't want anything to do with me, and I don't blame her.' Despite that, the Indiana Rocker sent a signal he might want to try again. Calling Ryan 'an angel sent to me at the right time', Mellencamp added, 'We tried to have a relationship for three years - long distance. We'll see what happens.' If anything does, it won't be in New York City of LA. John says 'I'm not leaving Indiana. I'm going to die here.'